New phone possibility.

yeah, still thinking about it.

Updates!!!

Well, i am glad to say that i am still with that "new" boyfriend i mentioned in my earlier post. He is great! 7 months now, 8 months on the 15th ;) i am pretty proud of myself that i actually found such a great one, caught him, and still have him! *gives herself a pat on the back*.

My first year of school in Sweden is finished! I loved it actually and i am excited for my next ( and last ) year before college!

I am currently in Las Vegas, visiting, but will be returning home to Sweden in about 2 weeks now. I have already been here 4, and it has been a great trip. I am happy i got to spend time with family and friends once again, even though i didn't sound like it before i left for Sweden. haha. :)

My gauges are at a size 9/16ths now! not to big, not to small. I plan on staying here for a while.

I finally decided what i am going to study in college and where i am going aswell ;) I have already started on my path towards a great career and am continually advancing in the right direction!

I now have my own computer and camera! I even bought concert tickets all by myself! i am growing up i guess. But it feels pretty good :D

All in all, i am happier than ever.

Love,
Cherie.

Oops, i did it again.

Well, you can't act like your surprised about that.

I get in these random moods where i just WANT to blog, write, and express myself in every way possible. But that usually ends... fast.

I forget about these things and leave them there, hanging mindlessly in the air until i reach up and grab a hold once again.
I guess i took charge once again, but let us see how long it lasts this time.

:)

well, i guess im back! halfway..

You know the funniest feeling is finding a blog that you havent written in, in months.
yeah, i tend to have that weird sense of humor.
But as i was saying,
Tumblr has somewhat lost my respect on the "i blog, you blog, we love eachother and blog for one another" whole feeling.
It feels completely dead whenever i log on, and my passion for writing just dissapears before i have a chance to hold on to it.
So, remembering that this was my first initial blog, i saught out to find this little sucker, and my last post was from June!

Well, to say the least... LOTS HAS HAPPENED SINCE JUNE.
Lots of big things that i can proudly say i have now gone through!
And the whole great bundle of change began in the latter days of August, where i decided to stay in Sweden.

So all in all, new life, new friends, new school, new habits, new home, new bed, NEW BOYFRIEND ( very happy about that), and a whole new perspective on life. its great. it really is.
took a lot of time to adjust, but it has finally settled! well, for the most part.
and it feels grand!

the only set back is that i didnt finish school in las vegas (2 credits more), and now i have two years left of highschool instead of 1. but its okay. im in no rush to be released into the reality of adulthood! even if im turning 18 pretty damn soon ;)
BUT YEAH!

so, i guess thats my little post for the day, hopefully it will be getting more and more back into reutine as we glance into the future.
i have lots of plans for the new year, so we will see how it all goes :)

love always,
Cherie

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the sky today is only but another shade of gray through my eyes.
with a tad bit of wind that decided to join the party.
today doesnt have such a good feel.
but hopefully it gets better later on (:

yesterday i had one of those moods again, and all i could do was utter silence between my lips.
it made things a lot more akward on the telephone, because hanging up would cause more hurt, yet staying silent seemed to also increase the pain.

egh i wish it was simple, that whenever i became upset i could just say how i feel, and try fast to find a solution for it.

but it seems that silence IS my strength, and that by keeping silent, i must seem to enjoy lurking in keeping myself at a distance from humanity.

blegh.
i must just be rambeling on about nonsense, because at this point, even i dont understand my own ways. but i guess i dont have to understand myself. i am ME, and thats that i suppose.

on & on, i am out. for now, atleast.

another day;

jet lagged & surrounded by rain.
i love sleeping, yet now, i just feel like im letting time slip through my hands.
not much to do when its pouring outside though.

even though i love the rain, i want to enjoy my time outside while i can!
cause once im back in vegas, im back in the house >:

blegh blagh blaghhh..
hopefully its better tomorrow, yeah?

yet another day;

today was not much in the homeland of sweden.
still suffering from major jetlagg/:
so my two days have only consisted of eating, sleeping, & some quick hellos & farewells.
hopefully my sleep catches up to me soon,
because im ready to venture out and enjoy my time here (:

bleghh;
9 hour time differences make things a little more complicated.