soo..
blogging once again, i am (: dont really know how to start this off. But i realized, its okay. As long as i say something, im progressing. Ive been soo clogged up within myself, not letting anything out. Im just tired of being so introverted i guess. But the problem is, who can you really talk to when everyone around you is just SHADY? and that sucks. I could always talk to my parents, ofcourse (: But the thing is, i dont want to. Im so used to not talking to anyone, not letting anything out, and not wanting to. and yes, i know, THATS NOT GOOD. but ive been like this for a while, so whos really gonna persuade my stubborn self to change? I cant just go out of my way, to talk to someone, when im not even comfortable enough to stare them in the eyes. But thats where this blog comes in (: hopefully i will gain some true inner respect on this journey to self realization.... i hope.
soo... HERE IT GOESS..
*sigh*
SO. How am i doing?
pretty good i guess. Aside from the fact that i dont trust my friends, i miss SWEDEN TERRIBLY, im afraid of my fathers "mood swings", and the boy i like doesnt even know i exist (: HAH. sounds like any other typical teenage whining. but its the truth. pretty LAME.
How is school?
ehh. same ol same ol. classes are fine. people are strange. lunch is okay (FOOD SUCKS). and i just really dont wanna be there. But at the end of the day, nothing feels better than learning something new (:
Eh. well, enough with answering the lame typical questions & onto better things :] IN LESS THAN A MONTH ILL BE ON MY WAY TO SWEDEN!
i cant wait to see my mother and my family :D im soo ready to move there its rediculous! im so tired of vegas and all that it doesnt have to offer me. im too young to party on the strip, and too old to find the fun in getting drunk and getting jiggy at a house party. But thats just me, ofcourse (:
i love relaxing at home, watching a nice movie & eating some very unhealthy food :] thats what you call a perfect weekend for me. no wonder i decided to blog (:
well, i think this is good enough for my first one (: i dont realy know what words to attack my keyboard with, other than GOODAYY AND GOODNIGHT :] i doubt anyone will read this, but hey. i feel a little bit better releasing some of this ghastly pressure off my chest (: hopefully my future blogs will be more entertaining :D
blogging once again, i am (: dont really know how to start this off. But i realized, its okay. As long as i say something, im progressing. Ive been soo clogged up within myself, not letting anything out. Im just tired of being so introverted i guess. But the problem is, who can you really talk to when everyone around you is just SHADY? and that sucks. I could always talk to my parents, ofcourse (: But the thing is, i dont want to. Im so used to not talking to anyone, not letting anything out, and not wanting to. and yes, i know, THATS NOT GOOD. but ive been like this for a while, so whos really gonna persuade my stubborn self to change? I cant just go out of my way, to talk to someone, when im not even comfortable enough to stare them in the eyes. But thats where this blog comes in (: hopefully i will gain some true inner respect on this journey to self realization.... i hope.
soo... HERE IT GOESS..
*sigh*
SO. How am i doing?
pretty good i guess. Aside from the fact that i dont trust my friends, i miss SWEDEN TERRIBLY, im afraid of my fathers "mood swings", and the boy i like doesnt even know i exist (: HAH. sounds like any other typical teenage whining. but its the truth. pretty LAME.
How is school?
ehh. same ol same ol. classes are fine. people are strange. lunch is okay (FOOD SUCKS). and i just really dont wanna be there. But at the end of the day, nothing feels better than learning something new (:
Eh. well, enough with answering the lame typical questions & onto better things :] IN LESS THAN A MONTH ILL BE ON MY WAY TO SWEDEN!
i cant wait to see my mother and my family :D im soo ready to move there its rediculous! im so tired of vegas and all that it doesnt have to offer me. im too young to party on the strip, and too old to find the fun in getting drunk and getting jiggy at a house party. But thats just me, ofcourse (:
i love relaxing at home, watching a nice movie & eating some very unhealthy food :] thats what you call a perfect weekend for me. no wonder i decided to blog (:
well, i think this is good enough for my first one (: i dont realy know what words to attack my keyboard with, other than GOODAYY AND GOODNIGHT :] i doubt anyone will read this, but hey. i feel a little bit better releasing some of this ghastly pressure off my chest (: hopefully my future blogs will be more entertaining :D
